As of this moment, I'm experiencing a deep physical and mental struggle. I should be sleeping as of now, though due to the struggles stated above, here I am, holding my iPod and typing this down. The reason im having this physical struggle is due of this mental struggle. I'm struggling physically 'cause im feeling tired now, having not enough sleep and I still have work tonight. It has been 2 hours sincce I laid down in bed, struggling mentally, my mind wouldn't just stop thinking, thoughts keep running in my mind, the current problems I have, doubts starting to build up, and all this hatred and apathy. 

Tabulas has always been my refuge, whenever there are thoughts like these I need to let out. 

Sighs.

by asepdf | 06:56 PM | Trails to forever | 2 said something