It's about time i write something again in tabulas. Lately, well, not really, always would be a better word. There are a lot of thoughts to ponder on, always. Life ain't that fun always.

Earlier today, i realized how fucked up my life is. There are problems after problems. Mostly caused by financial issues. People say money cant buy us happiness. That's true. But being financially able at least helps you survive each day which can make you feel satisfied and happy. 

Satisfaction, how can we say we're really satisfied? Our level of satisfaction tends to increase when we get satisfied. Making it really impossible to be satisfied. We're always dissatisfied of everything we've done and have. We tend to think and feel that we could have done a little bit better. 

Honestly, im writing this just to state my own satisfaction. 

I need financial stability. I need money to give happiness for my family. I need money to provide them a better life. We all need money for our survival. 

Anyway, with all those things happening in my life, i almost felt im carrying all the weight of the world. When i realized im lucky enough to be eating everyday, has a house for shelter and a bed to rest comfortably. 

by asepdf | 09:36 PM | say anything?