I've been away from this account for so long. I haven't even been able to write up anything worth writing of on my other blogs. I've been more active on my Tumblr account but just keep on reblogging things I see, more on photos. Tabulas had always been there for me whenever I have thoughts or feelings I can't express. Okay, I'm writing again today because I feel so weird. Yeah, weird. I'm so fond of this person. We're already close though we only knew each other for less than a month. I've been always there to comfort her. I wanted to do those things that I know will make her smile and feel happy. 

Now, I'm lost. I'm in a situation where I want to fall in love and then I don't. I mean, maybe I'm already falling. I long for her touch, her voice, her presence. And I can't fall because of all these complicated things. 

I feel so stupid. Ugh. But I'm not giving it up. I don't care if I get hurt, as long as I did what I can. I can wait. I know. 

by asepdf | 06:19 AM | say anything?