Looking back when someone else is already besides you.
yeah, we've talked everything about your life.
I always keep saying, I understand, that it's okay.
I do understand.
You loved your life.
Still loving... you're still holding on to the memories you've shared..
I know you feel you're being unfair.
Don't worry, you're not.
Every hour we spent is a treasure.
I hate it whenever you feel sad, especially when remembering all about your past.
You know I don't want seeing you sad.
You don't want me to get hurt. I don't know if you can tell if I'm already hurt, since I'm hiding the fact that I am hurt.
But I'm still holding on- just like you do- but with a bleeding hands.
I've always wanted to set rules for us, but there is always something that stops me from doing so.
I want to have you.
I may already have a part of you.
It was still not enough, though.
There are a lot of things I want to say to you.
I know I had been always honest on what I feel.
I always tell you I love you, but there are still things I wanted to say.
Can you please love me wholly.
Please just look forward and don't look back anymore.
Just love me, the way you love/loved him.
by asepdf | 05:24 AM | say anything?