Hmm. I'm posting up again. There has been a lot of things going on. I feel like I've been kinda missing things out. I've been losing in touch to a lot of things. I don't really know what to say. I've got a lot of things in mind, which I can't seem to utter. The latest about me, is I'm about to undergo a major operation, which cost a lot of money and I don't know where to find that much. *sighs*

I wouldn't have thought that a mere ear piercing would get infected and turn me into something like this, give me a lot of problems. Not only me, my family, my mom, my dad. Some of my friends who really care so much. *sighs again* I really appreciate those guys. Thanks so much.

Hmm. What else? I really think I have a bad luck. Well, it's the month of my birthday and this is what I got. Maybe I would be spending my 20th birthday at the hospital or stuck at the house again, just like last year, and it sucks. *another sigh*

I really don't know how I could solve this problem. It seems there's only one way I could think of. I don't know if that would be good. Yeah, that wouldn't be good. I could hurt a lot of people if I do that. I don't really know.....

I'm posting this the way I never posted before. I'm guessing this would be the last time I'd post for now. I would be gone for a few days, weeks, or maybe months, or worse, forever.

For all those people who know me, for those who care for me, for my friends, thanks for everything, thanks for a lot of memories.

This may be a goodbye, or maybe not.

Thanks 

by asepdf | 03:04 AM | 2 said something