I hate it when she's too sweet. It just makes me expect for something impossible. It hurts me seeing her not caring even a bit for me, it hurts even more knowing that she does care, only as a friend. She said she doesn't want any kind of  this stuff. I'm really sorry, 'cause I can't stop feeling this for her. Time will come that she'd be leaving, she'd be changing. I still remember you saying, "there's nothing permanent, only change is permanent". Now, I'm writing this crap. Having not enough time left. Knowing not a single thing to say everything. I realized, I could never tell you what I feel, it'll make things complicated. I thought of venturing what I feel, though our friendship is at stake. You're sitting behind me. Always behind me.

by asepdf | 08:20 AM | say anything?