yeah. so that's how it goes. contentment never really reach me. I don't know why. i'm not even that hard to please anyway. i started feeling that life is full of nothing. i hate things more and more. i get tired even if i'm doing nothing, maybe i just wanted to do something.

I hate those person who think high of themselves, think that they're always right. so what if I look like this? you can't tell a person by how we looks. you just act childish that way.

argh.

i can't help it but feel like dying. as if it's the only solution i have. life just get worse when other's life is at best.

so much for these insecurities. life won't get better with that. stop envying them. just live or leave.

by asepdf | 10:13 PM | favorite | Probably meaningful | 1 said something