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Entries for October, 2007October 7, 2007 Live your life the way you used to live it...
yeah yeah..so that was the end? no proper goodbyes? that wasn't my plan after all.. I should have said sorry in front of you.. who's fault was it? mine.. it was all mine.. you've never done anything wrong... I promise you.. it was just.... I fell out of love-(this was your own words, after all)-I don't know..maybe that's it... I don't really know.. And I hate this feeling of not knowing surely what's wrong Damn it... by asepdf | 11:41 AM | 2 said something October 13, 2007 so she said that
"my blood runs through his veins. my will keeps him alive. but in return he's my saving grace. yes, my savior." -such sweet words.. you still remember it? +
yeah yeah yeah.. such a nice day.. how it could be so nice if I only slept for the whole day? hahahah...
by asepdf | 08:27 PM | say anything? October 17, 2007 In a place that's full of uncertainty
Care? I never cared? Then why am I affected on what you're doing on yourself, if I never cared? Yeah. Maybe you should try to live your own life now. Follow what your friends say to you. They now what's the best for you. Don't ever think it was all your fault. 'cause it was my fault too. If only you could read this. It doesn't matter anymore. We can never try out something between us. Aren't you searching for someone to take my place? In fact, you have a lot of friends. And they're all who you need. They love you more than I do, did and will. by asepdf | 11:43 PM | say anything? October 20, 2007 My first salary
Yeah..I'm getting all heat up.. nkakagana magtrabaho.. n_n nakuha ko na sahod ko.. take note:sahod, ndi n allowance. yay.. ansaya nmn..n_n by asepdf | 01:32 AM | say anything? October 25, 2007 take what's yours, not what's not yours
We always covet for something that's not ours. And that's just making everything hard. We can never be too impeccable, for our lives are full of sins. We never realized that what we do, what we;ve done is wrong. And we can never change what the outcome was. And now, you want to look for someone who will take the place of what you wanted that you never got. Thinking that what you'll do is the best thing to do. In any case, it will be all your decision. Smile and have fun. For both our suffering will be ended. Goodbye.. And this is maybe for real.
by asepdf | 05:41 AM | Probably meaningful | say anything? October 27, 2007 paranormal?
It happened again. That weird feeling that I felt first a couple of months ago. What it was? I don't know. The story goes like this, I'm having my usual siesta or rather I need to sleep that time, because my time of work is from 9PM to 6AM. So I shoud be sleeping by morning to afternoon. And then here it goes. It was about 2PM, I already have eaten lunch, when I decided that I should go to sleep 'cause I'm leaving earlier today because of a high school classmate's birthday dinner. I find it really hard on sleeping at noon 'cause it's really hot in the house. I fell asleep for about 20 minutes or so. Then I woke up at about 2:30, I think I was still half asleep by then. And suddenly I felt this weird feeling. As if my blood is rushing up in my body. And I felt some force or whatever that's been pushing against me. Or something is above me. And I don't really know. I feel like I'm loosing my breath. I have thought what if this is my end. I don't really know And what if I didn't fight back against the force? What could have happened then to me? Was it paranormal? or can science explain that? I need answers. I really need one. by asepdf | 02:14 AM | say anything? |
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